[:: Distinctive glow ::]

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Im back! My life has been so far so BORING.. Oh well,it revolves around homework and cca. =S Anw, I think my GP tcher is erm, too HIONG in giving homework man. Not that I dont wanna do but its really too much for us to handle.. Gosh, suffocated.. But I guess nobody will dare to voice out anyway, so I shall just persevere and hope it will do me good. Baa.. Oh yea, I look foward to weekends yet I dont want weekends to be here.. HAHA, what an irony.. Reason is because I get to rest and also, to emo. Dont ask me why I only emo on weekends, I dont know why too. Not that Im very free but perhaps there is no one for me to talk to during weekends? Ahh, nt important anw.. Okays, I gotta continue doing my gp tasks already..... =C bye!

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LOVES! <3 -SHIYUN-

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Monthly shoot today.. I failed to soar, again.. The score was a vast difference of 20points from my usual training standard. Very disappointed of course, and nationals is just about 2 months away. *keep my fingers crossed* Stop telling me that its not lousy, I know its not, but I dont want to be just an average shooter, I wanna be one of the top. Different people have different expectations right? And shooting is probably something I can do better in, can you imagine the great disappointment I get when I fail to do well? To make thing worse, there wasnt any form of encouragement after the shoot. Yes, I screwed it. Once again, my confidence level has dropped, wait, do I even have any confidence left in the first place? And i forgot to open the chamber after firing off the 'air' to ensure that there is no pellet! Gosh, got nag by eddie, sigh.. Was super duper scared when my pistol was 'confiscated' and I have to get it back from the person-in-charge. Wanted so much to have someone to accompany me to get it back. But when I tried to reach out for support, there wasnt any.. The feeling sucks, badly.
You wouldnt know how afraid I was.

Is it that you have changed or its just me who didnt realise? I miss the old you..

3:28 PM

LOVES! <3 -SHIYUN-

Sunday, January 17, 2010

'Take it from a guy, drop him. hes either a player or a complete nut job. hes too mixed up in the head to know exactly what he wants so he muddles about in everything until it gets serious then backs off.' Quoted from Endolayl(gotten this online somewhere)...

Get OUT of my LIFE...

3:28 PM

LOVES! <3 -SHIYUN-

Friday, January 8, 2010

Sickening CCA! *curse* LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY STILL GT CCA GOING ON.. DORTS,RIDICULOUS.. NO TIME FOR MYSELF, FAMILY, AND MY NEW BOYFRIEND AKA STUDIES LA.. Dearest bf, i know i hv neglected you for a yr and now, im coming back to you alr.. YUCK.. =X But but i will love you till the end of this year ok?

Perhaps, all i can do now is just to put a brave front in front of everyone, including myself. Color me blue I'm lost in you.

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LOVES! <3 -SHIYUN-

I, ME, MYSELF

My name is SHIYUN
and i'm born on the MID OF MARCH !
I have NATURAL brown hair(I didn't dye my hair, don't ASSUME I did, ROAR!) and activated-at-the-wrong-time rosy cheeks which embarrassed me most of the time
I am RANDOM and well, I believe it is pretty obvious from my blog posts
An ex-dancer
A current pistol shooter
I like cherry-red, pink, black, yellow, orange, purple.
but i don't like @$%$#^@*#&$ Shhhhhh... ,
so maybe neither should you! XD

I WISH UPON THE SUNNY SUN

I WISH FOR
GOOD RESULTS, a
nd purple gold necklace

and and nice backpack
and unlimited supplies of tidbits(esp kinder bueno =D)!

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