Because of inflexible system and people who tried to pon school,we the guai students have to take mc to prove that we are really sick. And if its not convenient to take mc? what do we do? drag our sick body to school and try to stay far away from people in case you infect them.. Life sucks as a sick student..

Argh, fever AGAIN.. but i still have to do hw cos i gt no mc.. gosh, watch me die, especially during afternoon pe. -.-

It is amazing how things once faced by you, come back to you again after a long time.. I remember 1 year plus back, and then a few months back, and now a few minutes ago, people actually ask me to stop complaining about stuff. I just wanna inform you all that whining is my way of making something thats affecting me less severe. Not many, but there are still people who use such unorthodox method to face the problem. Of course, the effectiveness of this method is questionable, but whatever, it works for me. Blah, but i believe its causing others to feel bu shuang, so now i should just SHUT UP and KEEP EVERYTHING TO MYSELF. Yes, thats the best, right?
(Note: pardon me if i start complaining again, cant help it cos' its a habit already)



















I <3 my peaceful life.

My world starts to spin once i wake up. Didnt go for monthly shoot today cos i woke up wif a headache. Confirm cant shoot well one.. Bt i wasted 10 bucks! Boo! Eee, i dun want to go sch tmr, bt i dun wan to c doc again, it wil be my 3rd time man. Gosh, n e worst thing is nobody can bring me to e doc! Think i will just drag my sick body to school and whine. =( training till 9.30 on mon. Holy! =S p.s if i have wishes that will come true, 1 of them will be i hope there will not be conflicts ard, be it it concerns me or nt. I want every1 to be happy and nt affected by conflicts. The world will be a much better place right? (: to those who are feeling unhappy abt anything, i hope u guys find sth to rejoice abt. Ah, ps, too sick alr, start to write weird stuff. =X



























时间能冲淡一切，但你让人厌倦的行为似乎比较有效。为你付出的和我们的共同回忆，现在都化成灰。终于能彻彻底底地把你放下了，感到非常庆幸。 =) 已经不像以前那么需要你了，希望你不要回到我身边，捣乱我平淡无奇的生活。

SICK SICK SICK!!! gosh, the med is not working at all.. still as sick as ever, even worse i guess.. I hate my immune system! so lousy! i dont know what to type already! cant think properly so pardon me if im not making sense..

Someone made a statement and explains the reason for my singlehood. He said 'because you never open your heart'. I think it is rather true to some extent because i never dare to risk opening my heart to someone whom i dont know if i can depend upon. But then again, open already so what? It always lead to the same outcome, and that is me getting hurt.

Mariah Carey - Without You
No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live if living is without you
I can't live I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore

Well I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

I can't live if living is without you
I can't live I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore




Nostalgia~

Whees~ everyone is in sch now and im at home! just woke up.. sorethroat is as bad but flu getting better.. finally i can breathe through my nose.. yay! Gonna chiong hw now! sigh! I HATE GP!!!!!! No, should be i hate GP HW! ROAR~!!!!!!! forever cant finish one cos tcher keep adding more.. wwth?!?! I know its for our own good for we CANT finish la! I seriously dont mind doing if i have the time cos it will benefit us.. oh wait, i mean some ONLY.. eg. doing research on some alien topics DOESNT benefit us can, dont even understand the topic we r doing on alr, let alone what others have done.. the only research i find it useful is probably the country research.. but SIAO, 18 areas to be covered! ZZZZZZZZZZ.......... okay, i shall go back and do my hw if not my gp tcher will probably kill me, bye ppl!

ME IS SICK~ Argh! super xin ku man.. Ytd i woke up with a really bad sorethroat to the extent i cant even speak/drink water/move my mouth(YES, v weird, i know)without experiencing pain.. sigh.. so i was on 'SILENT MODE' ytd.. didnt even talk during lectures, miracle man..and i realised i can pay attention if i dont talk, but once my sorethroat is gone, it will be a different case already..=p LECTURES ARE BORING~~ Anw, i left early ytd, not because im sick, but because i have to go for chingay.. almost died while on the way home la... SUPER XIN KU, feeling so weak and i still have to walk so farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........... while on the train was equally bad even though i was seating down, was tearing cos' of my nose and fever.. I didnt cry la, the tears just flow automatically.. -.- oh btw, leqi, timo, me witnessed an accident when we were walking to the mrt station.. ok, actually not witness, i heard a 'thak'sound then i look back, saw a motorist lying on the road already..=S hope he will be fine! and the ambulance is really fast man! within minutesit was there already, like probably around 5 minutes only! wow wow~ so efficient..

This morning i thought i recovered when i JUST woke up.. however, my nose woke up a few minutes after i woke up too.. took temperature but wasnt running a fever so i thought i still can go for chingay parade.. And partly because dad went out, and there is no one to accompany to see the doctor, I gotta go for the parade if not my cip hrs will be totally gone if i dont have a mc.. so i went to prepare and bathe etc.. but when i came out of the bathroom, my fever came back and dad was home already by then.. whee~~~ went to see the doctor and he prescribed me 5 types of medicine excluding antibiotics, imagine if im not allergic to antibiotics, i will have six! whao~ I got viral infection according to the doctor, oh well.. (p.s. the waiting time to see the doc was long~ there is only 2 person before it was my turn but they took very long, dont know what they doing inside =X) Oh, i always think im the fastest when it comes to consultation.. hmmm, others take so longgggggggggggggg~ dont you all think so too? or is it because when it was my turn, i didnt realise how fast the time is passing? hahas.. anw, i was given 3 days mc(TSK, the doctor so niao1, i mean stingy! should have gone to the polyclinic la, they very generous in giving mc luh, humpfx)which means i only can miss school on mon, so sad.. D= and i passed my flu to dad, oops! keep passing la, sheena-->sermin-->me--->dad--->???



Think i wont go to school on mon, dont think i can finish my hw by then too considering the amount of hw i have and my malfunctioning brain and body due to my flu and fever and sorethroat.. sigh..





*SPECIAL THANKS TO LEQI FOR TAKING CARE OF ME DURING THE PARADE AND TIMOTHY FOR SENDING ME HOME FOR FEAR THAT I WILL FAINT/BE KIDNAPPED! =D

This came to my mind when I was on my way home yesterday. If you have lost something, and now you have the chance to fight for it again, will you treasure the chance or just remain passive? If you were to ask me, i will say i will fight my way for it, no matter the outcome. Because i know i have tried my best and i have no regrets for they may still be some possiblity that i will get my desired outcome. if i dont try, i will get nothing at all. so, im wondering, whats on your mind now?

And shooting suddenly become my phobia~ =C

Im exhausted, i want to sleep............... GP is ___________! GRRRRRRRR....... I envy people who seems to have energy that wont deplete despite them having so few hours of sleep. Thats UNFAIR, i still feel tired even if i have 12 hrs of sleep luh. SLEEPY HEAD! D=

I gt more thoughts but i cant remember them alr so yea, thats all!

Hello people! I have nth to update you all about except that limbs feel retarded. I cant control my right hand when carrying a pistol and i cant even stretch my thigh muscles manz. Wah, I think it is true that my endurance lvl increased cos' I strained my muscles. oh well~ Hope it will recover asap, or at least, recover.. =(

P.s My life is quite boring now

I, ME, MYSELF

My name is SHIYUN
and i'm born on the MID OF MARCH !
I have NATURAL brown hair(I didn't dye my hair, don't ASSUME I did, ROAR!) and activated-at-the-wrong-time rosy cheeks which embarrassed me most of the time
I am RANDOM and well, I believe it is pretty obvious from my blog posts
An ex-dancer
A current pistol shooter
I like cherry-red, pink, black, yellow, orange, purple.
but i don't like @$%$#^@*#&$ Shhhhhh... ,
so maybe neither should you! XD



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nd purple gold necklace

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